So mothers day pased and i really didn't think anything about it, i tried to focus on the positive, and be grateful for the wonderful gift that my Heavenly father has given me. I am thankful to be a mother. i am thankful to have the privilage to raise this beautiful little girl and to be a part of her life! i am grateful that she loves me! And i am grateful for the man who is my partner, my husband my best friend, and an amazing father! But fathers day is not coming so easy this year! Maybe i am just super emotional because my daughter has been really sick, and as a mother, that is not an easy thing, no sleep and constant worry are not easy on ones emotional state.
Or it could be that i was hoping to give my husband the greatest fathers day gift , but just found out that it didn't work again this time.
We tried our first clomid&HCG& IUI cycle. and everything looked perfect! levels were good, thickness good follicles good, but it didn't work, and i had worked so hard not to get to hopeful, but i did, and it has been rough. But i will pull through, and i will have faith and i will try again. And i will try not to feel like i let my husband down. i loe him soo much! he is an amazing husband and father! Happy Fathers Day !
